Holga Evolution
When I shoot portraits I tend to work organically. I don’t have a shot list, I don’t try to control all that much. I take the child to a location with attractive light and a pleasing background and get to work. This should be utterly anxiety inducing and yet as this method of working naturally has worked out repeatedly over the past several years I am able to relax into it and trust the images will come. However, with the holga work I am a thinker. I like to plan. I become unable to shoot a decent image without a plan. Yet, I’m finding, just as with portraits, my best images are the oddly half planned ones, not the ones I intended to take.
Let me explain.
I saw sparkly rabbit Easter masks at Target in the $1 bins. They had a really compelling combination of creepy/cute going on and into the cart they went. I planned on putting both children in masks and standing them in front of one of the sets of doors at the church to get an Easter picture that combined the bunny motif with the religious motif in, I hoped, the same uncomfortable and peculiar balance they have in life.
Didn’t work.
It was too busy. The competing elements of the door hardware and the stones overwhelmed the masks, and some of the door hardware took that “don’t stab people in the head people with horizons” compositional rule and made it an almost comical example of, no, really, don’t do that.

I took a roll there. Some close ups. Some further away. I was going to get the perfect door hardware stabbing you through the head shot, I guess.
We started walking home. I paused in front of a white brick wall and asked the kids if they would do a couple more shots. They agreed and I ended up with some I really loved.


But wait, I also asked one child to pose in front of a random door in a wall. Except I mangled the shot and had the bulb/normal switch in the wrong place.

So I went back another day and shot it again, this time actually in focus. Yay, right? Except they aren’t as good. The image becomes weird and intangible when it’s slightly out of focus. In focus it’s just a kid in a mask by a door.

So… out of focus it is then.

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